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Holy Creep!

Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 8:51 AM
"Baby, do you understand me now
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But don't you know that no one alive
Can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad
But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
Baby, sometimes I'm so carefree
With a joy that's hard to hide
And sometimes it seems that all I have do is worry
Then you're bound to see my other side
But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
If I seem edgy I want you to know
That I never mean to take it out on you
Life has it's problems and I get my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
Because I love you
Oh, Oh baby don't you know I'm human
Have thoughts like any other one
Sometimes I find myself long regretting
Some foolish thing some little simple thing I've done
But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
Yes, I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood
Yes, I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood"
-B. Benjamin/S. Marcus/C. Cadwell
"Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood"

I have established what my problem is: I really am a creep! Not to mention overzealous and a tad on the loony side. Not to say it's without cause, but holy damn, I've probably driven so many people away with that and I should really cut back on it if I don't want to lose someone incredibly dear to me. Question is: how? I've been neurotic about people since about the 10th grade when this girl I used to know was freaked out by the fact that I had a crush on her. Ever since, it seems like I want to drive people away for some unfathomable reason. People I really, really care about. Or at least one person. And trust me, it gets old going to bed and fearing that the next time you talk to said person, you may not be as important as you were before.

Of course, this is all stupid, spaz-tastic, should-be-medicated, -sedated, and -liberated musings formed by someone who didn't get enough sleep last night because of a certain two-ton gorilla waking him up at 7 a.m. At least I'll get to bed early tonight.

  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: "That Certain Female" by Charlie Feather
  • Reading: "Neverwhere" by Neil Gaiman.
  • Watching: Judge Mathis.
  • Playing: Games with myself.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: I'm EIGHTEEN!
  • Current Residence: Rochester, NY
  • Interests: Music, movies, guitars, and various sports.
  • Favourite movie: The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Shock Treatment, Phantom of the Paradise, and about a billion others.
  • Favourite band or musician: Pink Floyd, Dead Kennedys, Metallica, Megadeth, Lamb of God, Symphony X- the list never really ends.
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy metal, classic rock, broadway showtunes, pretty much anything that isn't rap or emo.
  • Favourite artist: RaptorRed, ShadowyVisions, anyone on my watch list.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King.
  • Favourite photographer: Ashley Phillipps.
  • Favourite style of art: It's pretty much my own. Minimalist, I guess is a word that can describe it.
  • Operating System: Windows XP, Windows Vista (depending on which machine I'm using)
  • MP3 player of choice: Microsoft Zune (30GB, white).
  • Shell of choice: Koopa Shells!
  • Wallpaper of choice: "Caged Fury" by Shadowy Visions.
  • Skin of choice: Mein?
  • Favourite game: StarCraft: Brood War, Diabo II.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, but I don't really play games as much as I used to.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bender Bending Rodriguez.
  • Personal Quote: I love you, too.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Sharpie markers, Wacom tablet, and my eyes.

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Devious Comments

~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Jul 17, 2008, 11:40:30 AM
Thank you for the awesome art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Jul 15, 2008, 12:02:30 AM
Thank you for the awesome art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~thesounds82:iconthesounds82: Jul 14, 2008, 11:53:56 PM Mood: Zest
Thanks so much for the fav!

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Spread the love!
~Adolf-Zwitter:iconAdolf-Zwitter: Jun 13, 2008, 8:27:09 PM
woot! :bow:

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And when all is said and done,
I will be dead from lack of air.
And when battles fought, are won,
who will really care?
~Me~
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Jun 13, 2008, 8:24:44 PM
No prob, Sabine! You dun good!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~Adolf-Zwitter:iconAdolf-Zwitter: Jun 7, 2008, 9:07:05 PM
thank you for the fave!

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And when all is said and done,
I will be dead from lack of air.
And when battles fought, are won,
who will really care?
~Me~
~sD153:iconsD153: Apr 7, 2008, 3:49:25 AM
^^

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Pain is a gift.We must all learn from it.When someone criticises you, don't take it personally.When you break a bone, don't lay down and wait to die.Smile through sadness...laugh through pain.
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Apr 4, 2008, 8:25:31 AM
You're too kind, haha.

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~sD153:iconsD153: Apr 2, 2008, 4:32:11 AM
No problem bro. Love your art :thumbsup:

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Pain is a gift.We must all learn from it.When someone criticises you, don't take it personally.When you break a bone, don't lay down and wait to die.Smile through sadness...laugh through pain.
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Apr 1, 2008, 2:21:59 PM
Thank you for the cool art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~BeckaMartinez:iconBeckaMartinez: Mar 31, 2008, 6:07:03 PM
Thank you very much for the fave!! :hug:

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It's just a ride...

Hey check this! [link]
~Carthoris:iconCarthoris: Mar 30, 2008, 5:50:34 AM
No, thank *you*. :)

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Check my Scraps, for more stuff! :)
~1girazuNDdark:icon1girazuNDdark: Mar 29, 2008, 5:03:50 PM
Pshaw!!! Of course...

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There will be a twist in the story... I like to rip things in half to make it new. Pierce the needle in the Helios and there will be 50 black shards of you left...


MY VOTE IS FOR THE FLOOD!!!
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:08:00 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:55 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:40 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:35 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:30 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:25 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:18 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:07:10 PM
And also, LARRY 4 MAYOR!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:06:57 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:06:50 PM
Thanks for the amazing art!

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt
~MegaRon:iconMegaRon: Mar 29, 2008, 1:06:42 PM
No, YOU'RE it. =P

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Mit diesem Herz hab ich die Macht
die Augenlider zu erpressen
ich singe bis der Tag erwacht
ein heller Schein am Firmament
Mein Herz brennt